Changing

Once again,
I was not that strong.
Once again,
I lost all the confident.
Once again,
I hate myself.
Once again,
I made all things changed.

Yeah.
I am having exam.
But so what?
I don't like and no one can change my mind.

Well.
Failed.
All failed.
My tests, my exam, or even my life
All is failed.

One thing,
Changed my attitude.
But I had no excuse
not to do my best.

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I believe I will be okay sometimes.
I believe I can overcome the troubles.

Who make me felt trouble,
who make me feel strong.

Who make me felt nonsuccessive,
who make me be a champion.

Hold On.
And
Pain Gone.

Tears gone,
smiles back.

Thanks who support me when i was down.
Thanks who hold me when i am losing.
Thanks who raise me up when i got troubles.
Thanks who love me every moment.
Thanks who believe me every second.
Thanks who like my smile every day.

Lastly,
Thanks God.

Nat2Yeung

"Sometimes you may face difficulties in life, not because you are doing something wrong but because you are doing something right."

我認

我承認我是一個自私的人，我不顧其他人的感受，我不想知道其他人的想法，我只想自己一個人控制所有局面。但是這一種性格是你們給我的，只是你們不知道。我明白你們好像跟我的關係都是很好，沒有爭執，但你們知道嗎？我寧願一個人坐著，一個人溜走，都不希望看到你們對我的所謂鼓勵。


我認我好勝，我是會爲了我自己，卻不管所有人。但是這不是比賽的心理嗎？我做好我自己都不可以嗎？我拿我自己去拼命不行嗎？我的喜好是游泳，游泳是一個兒的活動，快慢與人無關，只是看個人而已。你們卻逼我參與那些要跟一班人合作，什麽多人接力賽。我只會玩4*50m的接力，我不會讓我自己辛苦。


我認我冷酷，因爲你們不懂我，我也不會讓你們懂我。我討厭你們。我有我自己的快樂，我有我自己的世界，請你們不要打擾我！請你們有快樂就自己享受，不用分享給我，因爲這不屬於我的。


你們對我來説是小朋友，還沒懂事的小孩。
不用腦想，只會沖沖沖。
沒錯！你們比我厲害，但是我比你們冷靜。
衝動又如何？聰明又如何？能幹又如何？
我還不是比你們更厲害。

其實。。。

其實我會不會太過賤，說是主席，但事實上什麼也沒有做，把所有都推給其他人，自己則自得其樂。

他們有時也會在埋怨，我知道的，但是我真的對這班沒有歸屬感，對著所謂的同班同學就如到茶樓共桌吃飯一樣，互不相識，沒有交流。

什麼同伴如手足，那些都是假的，只有同學如衣服是真的，轉來轉去，沒有固定的。正所謂真的假不了，假的真不了。

有痛苦，自己知。
有眼淚，自己流。
有怨言，自己說。
有怒氣，自己發。

在這班上，我要做一隻兀立獨行的豬，我有我想法，不要打亂我。


Nat2Yeung

Day by day

Everyday with nobody,
Everyday with air only.
Every time talk to nobody,
Every time talk to computer only.
Every moment stay at school,
Every moment stay at hostel.

No one knows I have cried.
No one knows I cannot be strong when I am lonely.
No one knows I am nobody in my friends' area.
No one knows I have "heart problem" .
No one knows I want my family.
No one knows I feel very unhappy.

Why I have to live in this world?
Why I have to study hard?
Why I have to work hard?
Why I have to believe my friends?
Why I have to say the true?
Why I am a person?

I told myself before...
I have to be strong...
I have to be the important one in my friends...
I have to be a good student...
I have to love my family...friends...teachers...classmates...

But I can tell myself now...
I am not the good one...
I am not the perfect one...
I am not the wonderful one...

I have to improve myself!!
I have to face all the problem!!
I have to solve the problem myself!!
I have to "DON'T WORRY. BE HAPPY!!"
I have to live day by day.
I have to do my best in the short life!!!

By Natalia Yeung (Nat2yeung)

天天都是如此

天天都是如此
沒有一天是不同
沒有一個是另外
天天都重複說那些
您好嗎或是一些再見的話

我希望有一天能夠是不同的
我發覺你的出現
你出現在我的面前
令我的一生完全的改變
不會令我感到平凡或是太沉悶

可是你的離開又再次令我的一生
變得沒有人生樂趣|||

Nat2yeung
Nat2™

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