Smiling day:)

Well… I had a writing exam today but I don't think I did my best as I was not feel so well.

On the way, going to school… I wanted to have a sleep but the headache made me cannot fall in sleep. I can't sleep in the ferry, that means I did not have enough energy to face my examination. Headache,I hate you!! Flu, I hate you!! You guys make me feel not well. I can't do my best during the exam.

However, on the way, going to Lamma island. I smiling all the time. I don't know is that I heard a song called Neyanbhbin yesterday. This song can release my pressure and release my unhappiness. I think I should listen to this song everyday if I can.

All the things can make you smile. All the things can make you happy. It is only how do you think about. Is that optimistic? Is that negative? Normally, we don't think things in different angle. However, you can try it today. As I tried, I felt happier.

Still need to work hard!! Work harder as I can. Study hard!! Study hard as possible as I can!!

PS exam still have 7days…

F5 1st Exam start…

Time flies. I am a form five student. I have studied at king ling college for 4and half years. Such a long time... Yeah. It may be I had a lot of wonderful and brilliant moments but I felt like I am not that optimistic anymore. Maybe grow up, makes me to become a mature person. However, can I release the pressure as well? I know I am lazy, I know I can't do the things that are perfectly. But I still want to have a superb future.

Well… Form five first term examination is coming. I put not too much time on it as I think I can't do it well anymore. I am not good at studying. However, this is my life. I still work hard for my exam and do my best as I can. After this exam, let me have a "WOW" relax!! Go swimming!! Go hiking!! Go book shop!! Go running!! Go sleeping!! Going to crazy!!! Yeah!!

Come on dude. Don't dream anymore… Go back to your book right now!! yes… :(

Yeah…the marks are important. But I want to say "I don't CARE :P" !! Marks not means anything but knowledge means anything that makes you can!! Hehe…I just want to have the knowledge. I don't want to have any marks xd.

PS I think…secondary school's life… is such boring. :P

Last but not least

Well. We won't fight together anymore. We just can say swim together only now. I did my best this time as I think these was my last time too. U three are bigger than me, I know I am your little sister, you guys take care of me, love me. But I don't know how to pay you guys back. Therefore, I swam so hard. You guys said I was a monster when I was swimming. I was happy but I felt sad at the same time as u guys will leave me, leave this swimming team, leave KLC. I am not perfect but u guys are!! I am standing behind and waiting for doing backup! Work hard my sis! Love U!! Don't forget me. (:

我認

我承認我是一個自私的人，我不顧其他人的感受，我不想知道其他人的想法，我只想自己一個人控制所有局面。但是這一種性格是你們給我的，只是你們不知道。我明白你們好像跟我的關係都是很好，沒有爭執，但你們知道嗎？我寧願一個人坐著，一個人溜走，都不希望看到你們對我的所謂鼓勵。


我認我好勝，我是會爲了我自己，卻不管所有人。但是這不是比賽的心理嗎？我做好我自己都不可以嗎？我拿我自己去拼命不行嗎？我的喜好是游泳，游泳是一個兒的活動，快慢與人無關，只是看個人而已。你們卻逼我參與那些要跟一班人合作，什麽多人接力賽。我只會玩4*50m的接力，我不會讓我自己辛苦。


我認我冷酷，因爲你們不懂我，我也不會讓你們懂我。我討厭你們。我有我自己的快樂，我有我自己的世界，請你們不要打擾我！請你們有快樂就自己享受，不用分享給我，因爲這不屬於我的。


你們對我來説是小朋友，還沒懂事的小孩。
不用腦想，只會沖沖沖。
沒錯！你們比我厲害，但是我比你們冷靜。
衝動又如何？聰明又如何？能幹又如何？
我還不是比你們更厲害。

其實。。。

其實我會不會太過賤，說是主席，但事實上什麼也沒有做，把所有都推給其他人，自己則自得其樂。

他們有時也會在埋怨，我知道的，但是我真的對這班沒有歸屬感，對著所謂的同班同學就如到茶樓共桌吃飯一樣，互不相識，沒有交流。

什麼同伴如手足，那些都是假的，只有同學如衣服是真的，轉來轉去，沒有固定的。正所謂真的假不了，假的真不了。

有痛苦，自己知。
有眼淚，自己流。
有怨言，自己說。
有怒氣，自己發。

在這班上，我要做一隻兀立獨行的豬，我有我想法，不要打亂我。


Nat2Yeung

Wake up?

為何每個人都有煩惱？
為何人人都要互相針對？
為何要反面才能舒緩？
為何我總是自成一角？
為何在班上我沒有真正的朋友？
為什麼我是班會主席，但是沒有人聽我的意見？
為什麼我不能與班上的同學有共同的話題？
為什麼我總活在夢中？
為什麼我不想起床？
為什麼我總是醒悟不到？
為什麼我不能從夢中、現實中覺醒？

Natalia Nat2Yeung

夢不如實現

睡前發覺一天又結束，
夢中才發現一天最精彩的時間正正是在睡覺中。
夢完結後想要繼續留在美好的時光，
但那一段的時光過去後，
才想要保留它珍惜它。
夢境可令人喜可是喜的過後，
就是悲傷。

夢只是那一刻，
不能完整的回想。
只有像曲奇餅一樣碎的片段，
想要當它是拼圖把它拼貼在一齊，
是人生最困難的事。

夢中遇見過的人，
一些是好友，
一些是掛念的人，
一些是討厭的人，
一些是陌生的人。
當有一個人是第一次見面的時候，
總覺得她/他很面熟，
就好像在夢中見過一樣。

夢中到過的地方，
一些是經常去的，
一些是不想去的，
一些是有過美好的回憶的，
一些是從未去過的。
當你第一次去的地方，
看似曾經到過但又沒有記憶。

其實你經常夢見什麼，
夢想自己是什麼，
那倒不如把夢想成真吧!
以前的我一直夢到自己游泳，
學會了游泳後就夢到自己獲獎，
獲獎後夢到自己破紀錄，
破不了世界紀錄但也破了自己的紀錄，
何樂而不為?

想要實現很簡單，
只要自己願意下苦工，
那就一定成功!
為了我們的目標一起加油吧!
為了我們的夢想發奮吧!
沒有什麼不可能的，
只是自己覺得可不可能而已。

一笑解千愁!!
Nothing is impossible!!
Don't worry. Be happy!!

:) ;) ;-) :-) ;3 ;D :D :-D ;-D ^v^ ^(00)^


Nat2yeung